So... I got up early and fed Dan and remembered to undo my hook up tether, cleaned his stall, and loaded him up. I didn't give him hay in the stall but he did sit on the trailer for a few minutes while I cleaned his stall. And then we took 45 minutes to get to Stableview so he could have eaten hay then. We got a nice parking spot right by the porta-potty (Very important for my nervous bladder!). I unloaded Dan and he was on edge! Like, dancing a little... not eating... calling.... pooping one or two turds at a time. BUT.. he did settle a little and I got him tacked up. We put on the new saddle pad, which looked great on him (And.. didn't rub!). We went to warm up and he was a little bouncy and reary and bucky on the way, but we made it. Once we got into warm up and he was able to move his feet and trot.. he relaxed. We did our noodle neck work and he wasn't quite as settled but he did stretch and breathe. He still felt a little braced in his neck but we managed to get some decent work. Then it was our turn and man... I thought it was a LOVELY test... Like one of our best! He felt very through and on the bit... not braced... hanging in the bridle, but in a more uphill frame, not just a training level frame. He felt SOOOO consistent... like... so rhythmic... to the point I even whispered to him..."heck yeah buddy!! This is gonna be all 9 and 10's!". I mean... probably not, but it really felt that good. We started our canter work and I was thinking... "Wow, he's really slobbery... there is foam everywhere"... and then on the second canter circle I realized that was his tongue!!! What?!?!?! Why???!!! Why is his tongue possessed again?? It was like it was when we were rehabbing and he was so stressed and pissed off and his tongue got possessed. I couldn't do anything about it. And he wasn't doing anything with his head... No flinging. There was no other indication that he was stressed. Sigh... Of course he kept it up the whole rest of the test. I was a little devastated. I mean... what was causing this? I wonder if he is getting ulcery again and the fact that he was stressed and not eating hay before our ride... and had an empty stomach with just grain... Sigh... I didn't check my score, because... I just didn't want to know. We ended up with a nice score though. 31.7, even with the tongue. It started with 7, 7.5, and 8's... and then after the canter work started, it dropped to 6's. Which, of course, it should. So... a little disappointing as MAYBE we would have been in the 20's again had we not had the tongue issue.
So... I was a little stressed about stadium, but more so him in general. Lexi offered to help me warm him up, and in some ways... I should have said no. She was great. She was right. But... I didn't get to warm up the way I wanted. I don't know if it made a difference.. maybe she made it better... He was amped up and a bit silly. Like, almost thought he would bolt a few times as he got super quick and runny, but wasn't actually bolting. We jumped a few jumps and she was trying to get me to package him and balance him. Which, is totally correct. BUT.... again, I can't figure out how to do that just now without shutting him down. So... instead of doing my "kelly thing"... and getting in my groove.. I sort of half tried to do what Lexi was saying and half tried to ignore her. Not really helpful for anyone. She did have some great advice about keeping my hands down and did tell me to hunker down in the tack, which is helpful. So... then we went. The course for stadium was on the small side and very easy. It was literally 4 lines... you started on the right, and then moved down the arena, line by line. We got the first two lines beautifully! Like, I was so proud of how nicely we were both going. Then I ended up jumping up his neck on one.. and then it sort of spiralled downhill and we couldn't get our groove back. We ended up getting too long into the second to last line, which put us tight into the one stride, so we put in two. Sigh. But we managed to kind of get our act together over the final two fences and jumped clean! And on the final fence, as we left the ground, the giant shrub next to it fell towards us! But Dan looked and kept jumping so good boy!!
So then we hacked over to XC. We jumped a small log and the small rolltop and he jumped them beautifully! In front of my leg, forward, going, so... we went with that. I was actually feeling sort of excited about XC and not that nervous. I mean, a little nervous, but not that bad. So we started out and the first four fences went great! Then we headed to fence 5, the big table. And I guess I panicked. I'm pretty sure I just ran him at it and he got long and strung out. He started to jump it, but realized it was a bad idea and sort of skipped over the side of it. So.. big fat run out. Sigh. So we circled and he jumped it and then the next one. I had to use the crop as he kept stalling out. Then we jumped the next one or two nicely... but then we stalled out a little. I then got him going again and he jumped the corner quite nicely and into the water decently. Out of the water was sticky but only because I held. We jumped the hammock just fine and the double brush just fine. At that point, I wasn't even nervous. And those stupid fences that looked so big walking... looked average while I was riding. I was so mad at myself for screwing up fence 5. Sigh..
We finished the course with no more blips and I told him he was a super good boy. He was fresh and full of run when we finished too. But argh... shame on me for ruining it. We ended up second to last place... go figure... Had we not had the stop, AND finished with no time (which in theory.. we should have but a lot of people had time so who knows... and watching the video... I thought we were booking it, but nope!), we would have finished 4th. Which helped a little, as it wouldn't have been a qualifying ride anyways.
And then I started beating myself up about it. Why is novice scary? WHY can I not figure out how to ride this talented lovely horse? Argh....
Edited to add the professional photos :) He looks quite snazzy :)
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