icky weather.
icky day. moved to later in the day to help with farrier coordination. then was late because I didn't give myself enough leeway to load Lyric
rushed.. didn't lunge first. walked... fast, but felt good... and then rana said he was on the forehand, braced, and crooked. Tried to teach me and Dan's tongue started to come out. She wanted to get on. Tongue came out with her. He tried all evasions... finally settled into it. Walk and trot. maybe seemed happier when she finished. But... i'm stressing about the tongue.. about his resistance... about how maybe he can't do it because it hurts too bad because he's beyond fixing... and I just need to give up... but then if he's not going biomechanically correct.. he's just gonna get worse... trying not to cry..
got back on and have no idea if I was doing anything right at all.
gonna start robaxin to help his muscles in case there's a tension/soreness component.
When loading to go to Rana's... had to go get syringes and gastrogard so took Lyric with me since she wasn't loading yet. Dan was rowdy.. came back and no hatler. put it back on. finally got lyric loaded. got to rana's and no halter again.
kept it on for the ride home though
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